tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-28972048508626747002024-03-13T10:57:09.866-07:00reluctant learnerraisin53http://www.blogger.com/profile/16200810709857697123noreply@blogger.comBlogger38125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2897204850862674700.post-20886185402029624022012-12-15T14:44:00.001-08:002012-12-15T14:44:19.569-08:00and the day passed by...I cannot believe that the day has gone by, and I have accomplished little more than searching the internet. Nothing important, mind you. Just slogging around looking at this and that, listening to new music, checking email. Part of me says, "who cares?" But the rest of me says, " Four hours wasted!!"<br />
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Now that it is dark, and none of my chores are done, I guess I will wait another day to be productive. Meahwhile, my book is whispering my name.... and I must answer the call.<br />
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raisin53http://www.blogger.com/profile/16200810709857697123noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2897204850862674700.post-37937791794771261982012-12-11T10:27:00.001-08:002012-12-11T10:27:27.187-08:00the decorationsAhh, tis the season to enjoy all those holiday things... I am actually a bah humbug kind of gal. I buy gifts for people I love, and I bake a few cookies, but I really don't get into "it." <br />
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However, I am a sucker for the light displays that people create at their houses. I can't help but drive slowly by, and admire the colors and the twinkles. Know that I would never create such a glorious display at my own home. I see it as being way too much work setting everything up, but the worse would be taking it all down!! <br />
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Kudos to those dedicated folks who give me joy every time I see their lights. I appreciate all of them, from the humble, to the quirky to the extreme. Thanks for giving me more joy than you know. And Merry Christmas to you!raisin53http://www.blogger.com/profile/16200810709857697123noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2897204850862674700.post-70839724583238921962012-10-27T15:47:00.000-07:002012-10-27T15:47:06.301-07:00No room for complacencyIt is appalling to me that all these conservative men are spouting off about women's health. <br />
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Rape is just one of the variety of ways to conceive? A pregnancy caused rape is God's plan? <br />
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Perhaps I am in a time warp, and it is really 1950. Or perhaps, those men are truly from Mars, or I am truly from Venus. What other explanation can make sense of these absurd statements?<br />
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In their private life, I care not what these far-right conservatives believe. But these are men who are seeking public office, and are promising to "legislate" their private beliefs. Without resistance from those who disagree with them, these men seek to impose their personal (and likely their religious) views on everyone.<br />
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I hope that women are paying attention, and will make their voices heard in the voting booth. There is much to lose if we are complacent. <br />
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The universe has poked me to reduce my clutter. So, I started my project yesterday, and I have had constant thoughts about why I tend to postpone deciding what to do with certain things. I am finding that sometimes I am just too darn lazy to deal with "it." I would rather do "it" later. Or, maybe I should think about "it" awhile before I know what to do with "it." So, while I am waiting to make my decisions, I save up little stacks of this and that. After my little stack has "aged" for awhile, I have no problem tossing the junk into the recycling bag. <br />
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Oh, for Pete's sake!!<br />
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So it boils down to the fact that I am a "ponderer." OK. It seems that is my nature. My task then, is to learn how to ponder faster!<br />
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And now on to my collection of crossword puzzles from the Sunday paper....raisin53http://www.blogger.com/profile/16200810709857697123noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2897204850862674700.post-77425610200172590572012-10-04T10:37:00.003-07:002012-10-04T10:37:54.277-07:00beetsI have conquered the tomatoes, grapes, basil, pears and parsley. Now it is on to the beets. And juicy, redness everywhere in my kitchen. I find little red speckles in the most amazing places after I cook them!<br />
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Beets have such a sweetness on the tongue, and when combined with salt and pepper, they are amazing. Cooking them makes my house smell like the earth. Handling them makes me startled with just how red they are! Even diluted, beet juice is so red that I find myself playing with it like a kid in science lab. <br />
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Other than hauling the old vines away to the compost pile, the garden is done for the season. I have once again grown a stellar crop of pig weed, quack grass, thistle and creeping charlie, in addition to some tasty vegetables. I can only try to imagine how if feels to be a farmer who grows food on a large scale...bins and truckloads full of goodness. My suggestion of the day: kiss a farmer and say thanks for all the food we take for granted will always be there for us. raisin53http://www.blogger.com/profile/16200810709857697123noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2897204850862674700.post-12547068341294305292012-09-18T10:49:00.001-07:002012-09-18T10:49:15.793-07:00tis the seasonI have tomatoes coming out of my ears! And peppers! And grapes!<br />
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I am so appreciative of the bounty of my garden, and my daughter's grape vines. I love that the goodness of these things can be preserved and enjoyed months from now. But it is overwhelming! I have jars and lids and pots and tomatoes everywhere, all demanding attention right now! Did I mention the parsley and basil that need to be made into pesto? <br />
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I always complain that it is too much work and too much pressure all at once, but I really like it. Mess and commotion and bounty. Thank you, mother earth, for all the goodness.raisin53http://www.blogger.com/profile/16200810709857697123noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2897204850862674700.post-54627473300710770012012-09-14T10:48:00.002-07:002012-09-14T10:48:16.937-07:00savagesIt scares me that the collective "we" are acting more like savages than rational humans. Rudeness abounds everywhere, from road rage, to politicians who lie about almost everything, to reality shows that reward cheating and scheming. People are carrying hand guns everywhere claiming their need to defend themselves. Murder and sexual crimes are glorified in multitudes of TV shows. Bullying and fighting are pervasive. And on and on and on. <br />
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Where are we headed? What does all this look like to our nation's children? I am alarmed and saddened that our world is becoming more unsafe every day.<br />
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As I read my words, I sound like an alarmist, and a pessimist. But am I? My 9 year old granddaughter stayed with me a few nights, and she came out of her room crying, worried about someone coming in the window to hurt her. She has experienced nothing in her life to cause her to be afraid of such a thing. It seems that all of us are becoming more afraid, perhaps of some unknown, unnamed boogie man. <br />
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Where are we headed? And how can we stop the fallout of living in such an unsettled world? raisin53http://www.blogger.com/profile/16200810709857697123noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2897204850862674700.post-81608768271779382882012-09-11T12:07:00.003-07:002012-09-11T12:07:49.301-07:00such a little thingA teen I know had a birthday on Sunday. I gave her a "serious" card and a little gift. Then I dropped a "funny" card into the mail. She sent a short test to say thank you, but later sent another text, saying that it was the most she had received on her 18th birthday. My humble little gift was of little monetary value. But I remembered her, and took notice of her special day.<br />
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This teen is like so many others who are short of cash and life skills and are lacking the family and community supports which will help them as they stumble around life as an adult.<br />
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A small gesture, even a silly birthday card, can make a big impact on older teens who are struggling with the many challenges facing them. I encourage anyone reading this to look for an opportunity to take notice of a kid who needs a boost, a smile, a dollar, a ride, a meal, a pat on the back or a crumb of positive attention. We all gain when our young people do well. <br />
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I hope that raisin53http://www.blogger.com/profile/16200810709857697123noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2897204850862674700.post-45672802773382204622012-09-08T08:11:00.000-07:002012-09-08T08:11:06.944-07:00missing teddyTears fell from eyes while I watched the remembrance video about Ted Kennedy during the Democratic Convention this past week. I miss him more than I knew.<br />
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What a fighter. What an orator. What a consistent voice for the powerless and voiceless. <br />
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With all the political snarking and distortions we are subjected to every day, it is tempting to tune it all out. Yet this is exactly the time to be more aware. It is our own best interest we need to watch out for. <br />
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Teddy knew how to make a deal with those who opposed him without selling out or giving up on the ideals of what is fair and just. Teddy is a good example of seeing the difference between a statesman and a mere politician.raisin53http://www.blogger.com/profile/16200810709857697123noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2897204850862674700.post-50268621859546238152012-09-08T07:29:00.000-07:002012-09-08T07:29:07.851-07:00kudos to kluweCourage and inspiration appear in surprising places. I tip my hat to pro football's Chris Kluwe as he takes a public stand against oppression.<br />
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Oh, that others, whose societal status creates opportunity for their views to influence others, would raise their voices to rally against discrimination and wrongdoing. Not only celebrities, but other community leaders as well - ministers, mayors, business moguls, doctors, police officers scout leaders and others - who are in a position to call out those who actively work to suppress anyone's civil rights. <br />
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Thank you, Chris Kluwe, for speaking out in opposition to bias.<br />
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raisin53http://www.blogger.com/profile/16200810709857697123noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2897204850862674700.post-55212487004233393032012-06-10T19:59:00.000-07:002012-06-10T19:59:01.161-07:00two trips to the landfillMy friends roll their eyes when I tell them, joyfully, that I have been to the landfill. What is wrong with them? This weekend, I went twice! Two load of brush, branches, leaves, limbs and vines. Every trip to the landfill means hours of work and tangible production. <br />
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In my childhood, the landfill was called the dump. My dad would occasionally bring us with him when he hauled a load of junk there. It was a strange and mysterious place, filled with trash and treasures. You just never knew what you might see in the piles of debris. It smelled bad at the dump, and dad always warned of the hazards of stepping on broken glass and sharp metal. Hundreds of gulls circled above as they looked for their own treasures. I don't recall salvaging anything from the "discard pile" but it was amazingly intriguing to look, just in case you might find something wonderful. <br />
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Part of the fun was just going somewhere with my dad. The daughters of the family were often delegated to do the "girl" chores at home. So, going to the dump felt like a privilege! Weird to think of it that way now, but I still get a little thrill going there.<br />
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It is somehow very satisfying to get sweaty and dirty filling up the back of the truck, and then driving to the dump with the windows open and the radio blaring. My friends don't know what they are missing! raisin53http://www.blogger.com/profile/16200810709857697123noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2897204850862674700.post-4255023548098993382012-05-30T17:59:00.001-07:002012-05-30T17:59:47.207-07:00half tagSarah tagged me, and here are the answers to her questions. <br />
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1. Before blogging, did I write in any other formats?<br />
Yes, but intermittently and privately. I have gone through spells of journaling, and writing bad poetry! I had a blog in the past, but didn't keep up with it for some unknown reason. <br />
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2. Why did I start blogging?<br />
Sarah inspired me. She shared her blog with me, and it got me thinking of how I enjoyed it in the past and thought I would give it another go. Sometimes this blogging business is a place to vent or lament. Other times I use it as a resource because it allows me to read interesting posts by others for motivation and inspiration. <br />
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3. Did I stop reading blog because the writer's grammar or spelling made me crazy?<br />
Yes. The occasional typo has no impact on me, but consistently poor language skills makes me annoyed. I lose the content because I am so distracted by the errors. <br />
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4. Have I met the author of a blog that I follow?<br />
No. I admit to being intrigued by certain authors, however, and wish that I could meet them in person.<br />
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5. What is the best thing I ever ate?<br />
That is a tough one. Fresh shrimp, right out of the gulf, cooked over a barbeque grill, perhaps? One dish that is on my mind right now is an Icelandic dessert, made with layers of cookie crust and spiced prunes. Not only is it delicious, but it is especially sweet in my memory because my dear friend, Lois, made it once a year and always shared some with me. It was filled with love, and we ate it together with cups of tea in her kitchen. Over this past weekend, I tried to duplicate it, and because it needs to "age" in the fridge for a few days, it is sitting there tempting me to try it. Like right now! Whether it ends up being anywhere close to her work of art has yet to be seen, but every bite will remind me of Lois.<br />
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6. Where would I go for a week, by myself with a Visa card?<br />
I would go wandering through Manitoba to look up some old relatives. I would time my trip to coincide with the Winnepeg Folk Festival because it is a blast! Music, folk dances, art. Cool. I got yelled at by a pedestrian in Winnepeg because I was too slow in observing her in the crosswalk! She let me have it in French, and who knows what she said, but I knew I had committed a major violation.<br />
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7. What is my biggest pet peeve of all time?<br />
I am hugely annoyed by hearing people eat when I am not eating. All that crunching, slurping, chewing and swallowing drives me crazy! I know I make the same noises when I am eating, but when it is just one person doing it, I find myself being impatient.<br />
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8. Have I visited a place and felt like I belonged there?<br />
I feel that way about South Carolina, specifically the area near Hilton Head Island. I have been there several times, and yearn to return. The beach, the vegetation (live oaks, spanish moss, palms, flowers) and the charm of the old southern buildings - I like it all. And Savannah, Georgia, which is nearby, is always a treat.<br />
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9. Do I prefer to pack my own groceries or have them bagged for me?<br />
No real preference, although it is totally disappointing when my bananas get bruised!<br />
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10. How large was my graduating class? Did I attend any class reunions?<br />
The 1971 Senior Class of Buffalo, MN had about 130 students. I tried the reunion thing twice. At the five year reunion, I ended up getting sick, going to the hospital, and my husband (who did not attend my school) went to the reunion and got drunk! What??? Then I went to the ten year gathering, and I vowed to avoid any future reunions for the rest of eternity. No fun, too much idle chat with folks with whom I had nothing in common except our alma mater, bad food, blah, blah, blah. My college friends are much more meaningful to me, and I keep in touch with several of them.<br />
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11. How do I feel about salon care - coloring, hair styling, pedicure, massage, facials?<br />
I get my hair cut when it gets shaggy, and back in the day, I would get the occasional perm to make my fine, straight hair have some life. I am permanently out of the perm business! And I postpone a haircut until I can't tolerate it any longer, and I am tempted to take the scissors after it myself. I don't do nails. I don't do facials. I don't do massage. What I have learned to love is eye brow waxing! It is the most amazing act of self-indulgence that I can think of! Well, almost...<br />
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This is only "half tag" because I am not tagging anyone else! raisin53http://www.blogger.com/profile/16200810709857697123noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2897204850862674700.post-20838431752674285292012-05-28T19:29:00.000-07:002012-05-28T19:29:47.437-07:00the surprises of declutteringWell, my project is not finished, but I made a nice dent in clearing out some old crap, and what nice little surprises I found along the way. Like the passport renewal form that I meant to send in awhile ago. And the photo of the river that I wamt to get framed. Oh, and the mother's day card from my granddaughter. Nice!<br />
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I threw away the overgrown ivy that was sitting on the ledge, along with the root-bound philodendron. I filled up a bag of paper going to the recycling bin. I ditched some old receipts and junk mail. Way too much junk mail.<br />
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Feels good. <br />
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Now if the mail man would stay away for a week or so.....raisin53http://www.blogger.com/profile/16200810709857697123noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2897204850862674700.post-66225758601466335772012-05-27T12:33:00.000-07:002012-05-27T12:33:08.451-07:00the clutterI hate to admit it, but I am a clutterbug. I don't like it, and it overwhelms me, but I have a problem with "stuff." It is mostly the mail, and pieces of paper that seem like they should be kept for some unknown reason. So, today, I started atttacking some of my clutter. I tried to figure out why I am so indecisive when it comes to throwing out the stuff I get in the mail. It is like I want to think about it a little while before I toss it out. Those envelopes can can tossed when they have sufficiently aged on my counter top, but not one day before. On days like today, I give myself a good talking to. "Stop it," I say. "Don't do that anymore." "Make a damned decision about the stupid mail," I scream at myself. <br />
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I LOVE AN UNCLUTTERED COUNTERTOP. Another mantra I will add to my list of chants. raisin53http://www.blogger.com/profile/16200810709857697123noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2897204850862674700.post-37895341183738515762012-04-23T17:30:00.000-07:002012-04-23T17:30:23.991-07:00aahhh, MelissaI had the pleasure of seeing Melissa Etheridge in concert over the weekend. Total fun. She sang her heart out, and gave us just enough old stuff to make us happy, and enough new stuff to intrigue us for the new album coming out soon. The crowd was enthusiastic and appreciative of her presence and her proficiency at playing her guitar.<br />
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It has been eight years now since her breast cancer put her in the spotlight. She looks great, and sounds happy in her life. She speaks of the need for humans to be happy, and to treat our bodies well. <br />
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Total enjoyment. <br />
raisin53http://www.blogger.com/profile/16200810709857697123noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2897204850862674700.post-55552710081118536032012-04-05T10:30:00.000-07:002012-04-05T10:30:36.418-07:00On mindfulnessI work at living in the moment, but I often fail. It is hard to be mindful, and to live in the moment when so many things are tugging at my consciousness. I know this is a common complaint for anyone trying to be more aware of the "now." And yet, in the real world, at work for example, how does one be mindful when there are so many tasks and deadlines to manage? So many pressures, from so many directions, and so many phone calls, and, and, and...<br />
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raisin53http://www.blogger.com/profile/16200810709857697123noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2897204850862674700.post-29852191344261819232012-03-30T10:34:00.000-07:002012-03-30T10:34:08.469-07:00sugar, or the lack thereofI have had it! I am tired of being a slave to sugar. It grabs me like a stranger in a dark alley, and makes me do terrible things!<br />
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I am working on mindful eating, and it takes a lot of energy. I am realizing how I often I eat food without thinking about it. If it is there, I eat it. I am trying to embrace the feelings of feeling hungry, and eating because my body needs nutrition, rather than eating simply because I like to, or because it tastes good. <br />
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So, here's to mindfulness, in eating and all things. Mindful of the moment, appreciating who I am, where I am, and what I am doing. Here's to casting off the sugar albatross around my neck, and feeling more free to be my authentic self. raisin53http://www.blogger.com/profile/16200810709857697123noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2897204850862674700.post-72834949314997388242012-03-14T10:32:00.000-07:002012-03-14T10:32:48.395-07:00the walking drudgeI read Judy's blog about walking to work, and I so relate to feeling out of shape.<br />
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I know walking is good for body and soul. It is achievable any time of day and it costs nothing but time, and a good pair of shoes. So why do I avoid it so? I like walking for about the first five minutes, and then I start thinking about all the other things I would rather be doing. <br />
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I have told myself that if I only walked three times a week, that is 300% more than I was walking before. Who can argue with a 300% improvement!! So I am giving it a good shot. <br />
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I suppose walking to the Dairy Queen doesn't count.....raisin53http://www.blogger.com/profile/16200810709857697123noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2897204850862674700.post-51004753442667138932012-03-10T18:12:00.000-08:002012-03-10T18:12:10.483-08:00thanks and creditI have been meaning to say thank you to whoever took the photo I am using on my profile. I have no idea who took it, and I use it without permission, but I love it so. I hope the photographer will grant me a pass on using the photo, which totally pleases me every time I see it.raisin53http://www.blogger.com/profile/16200810709857697123noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2897204850862674700.post-85541676462758218952012-03-10T18:01:00.000-08:002012-03-10T18:01:49.281-08:00a stranger in a strange landI don't recall the source of the language in the title of my blog today. But the words fit the experience I had today.<br />
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I took a walk to enjoy the glorious day, and to get some exercise, which isn't a big whoop, except to me, on my quest to lose a little weight and lower my blood pressure. <br />
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I ventured out in the late afternoon, encountering snow, ice, puddles and mud. The air was juicy with smells, which told little secrets about the people living in the houses as I walked by. Someone was drying clothes, and the odor of dryer sheets was amazingly strong. It hit me like invisible cloud of chemicals, and I cringed at the thought of breathing in someone's laundry. The odors of french fries cooking in the local cafe, and the exhaust from an old beater of a car mingled together in my nose. Someone was grilling burgers, and it smelled suddenly like summer! The melting snow piles exposed the earth and the smell of mud was prevalent and pleasing. <br />
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The sounds of dogs barking, and neighbors calling out to each other startled me, as the noise came suddenly and out of now where. The street lights started popping on, buzzing more loudly than I remember from last year. I heard kids at the skate park, whooping and laughing. Melted snow was running into the street drains and sounded like someone left the faucet on at the sink. <br />
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This sensory adventure happens to me every year. I avoid the cold of winter, so I spend my time indoors. And I live alone, so I am surrounded my quiet in my home. This explosion of human activity seems new and foreign to me in the springtime when it hits my ears and nose, so unexpectedly. It seems that the world, and I, are waking up together and crawling out of our dens. Of course, it is only me that is new to this strange new world. The world has been awake all along. raisin53http://www.blogger.com/profile/16200810709857697123noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2897204850862674700.post-69510020126141973792012-03-08T10:29:00.000-08:002012-03-08T10:29:38.717-08:00the beauty of sleepI prefer to stay up late, and get up late. I have early-bird friends, and I always wonder how they do it! I always have to drag myself out of bed, and force myself to resist the urges to hit snooze - well, OK, just one more time!<br />
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The past two nights I went to bed about two hours earlier than normal. Oh, the beauty of sleep. Although I still did not want to get up right away, it felt good to feel more rested than I usually do. <br />
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I would live a happier life if I could get up when I naturally woke up instead of using an alarm. Add a few more 3-day weekends into the mix, and I could claim a blissful existence. Until then, I guess I will have to snuggle in earlier...raisin53http://www.blogger.com/profile/16200810709857697123noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2897204850862674700.post-30182296326384457872012-03-04T13:55:00.000-08:002012-03-04T13:55:19.073-08:00women are getting itIt is gratifying to see that women are fighting back against the ridiculous idea of restricting women's health care. Congratulations to the silent, and not so silent protesters in Virginia, who are making a huge impact on the legislative process there.<br />
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I totally support the right for the "faithful" to avoid using birth control, if that is important to them. But their beliefs should not overrule the beliefs of others who don't share the same dogma. Thankfully, we do not live in a theocracy. Although it appears that Rick Santorum, and those of his ilk, would try hard to make it so. <br />
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I was raised in an evangelical church. We were taught to spread the "Good Word" to others. However, I never was trained to believe that Christianity should trump the beliefs of all others. (Don't get me started on how my grandmother viewed the Catholics, however.) It seems that, of late, many Fundamental Christians are less and less tolerant of any other viewpoint than their own. It seems that religion has gone to their heads! The Jesus that I learned about as a child, would likely disapprove. <br />
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I no longer participate in any organized religion. But it doesn't stop me from trying to live by the Golden Rule, which is really just advice about putting yourself in other people's shoes, and walking a mile in them. I also subscribe to the basics of being honest, and treating my parents respectfully. <br />
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It would seem obvious that any religious tenet, taken to the extreme, becomes less like religion and more like a mechanism of power and control. Many examples of this exist throughout time. Today, when we think of ourselves as "evolved" and "sophisticated," how is it that we are still arguing about birth control, and the ability of women to control their own bodies? raisin53http://www.blogger.com/profile/16200810709857697123noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2897204850862674700.post-62911794479261064882012-02-15T11:04:00.000-08:002012-02-15T11:04:49.755-08:00It will be up to womenI am in disbelief one minute and totally angry the next when I hear the talk about restricting women's health services. Who in their right mind would seriously think about banning birth control? <br />
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Although I disagree with folks who want abortions to be totally illegal, at least I can understand the moral ground they are defending. But birth control?? <br />
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Women need to stand up, and speak up about their own health care and reproductive rights. Deja vu of the '60's and '70's. Been there, done that. Men need to also stand up to say that any thought of banning contraception is idiotic.<br />
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State of Virginia? What are you thinking? raisin53http://www.blogger.com/profile/16200810709857697123noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2897204850862674700.post-38729527281081343862012-02-13T10:48:00.000-08:002012-02-13T10:48:56.832-08:00back in the grooveLast week, I encountered a bad head cold, which has not happened to me for a long time. It knocked my socks off. (See previous blog entry about a little germ taking people down.) I was out of the office for a couple of days, and the boss was gone, and the phones were way too busy and work piled up and... and....and.... Whew!<br />
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So today, I am trying to get back in a groove. Plenty of work to do, but at least I can actually show some productivity!<br />
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I haven't blogged for a few days, and it seems very similar to any good thing that you stop doing for a while - it's hard to back into it. Such as going to the gym, and then life gets complicated. After a few days of laying off, it is hard to haul one's behind into the gym to restart the groove. Even when you know it is good for you.raisin53http://www.blogger.com/profile/16200810709857697123noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2897204850862674700.post-15975712551553056772012-02-03T10:23:00.000-08:002012-02-03T10:23:17.836-08:00scale phobiaThere may be a scientific name for my phobia: getting on a scale. <br />
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Our agency initiated a "biggest loser" event for the purpose of motivating folks to lose weight and get healthier. I am totally in favor of both of those goals. I want to lose weight and feel healthier. I think about it every day, multiple times a day.<br />
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Unfortunately, I have a horrible aversion to the scale, which of course, boils down to being ashamed of myself. I cannot overcome the notion of getting "weighed in" and having someone record my weight. I don't want to know what the number is, let alone have someone else know it, and record it in ink. So no "biggest loser" for me. <br />
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Shame is a powerful emotion. I am overcome by it. It is that part of myself that I need to shed. As much as the actual pounds, I need to shed the old junk that helps me carry around my shame like a shroud. raisin53http://www.blogger.com/profile/16200810709857697123noreply@blogger.com2